Just hoping things would stay the same
Before, I was so grateful to be close friends with him, even though it seemed impossible because he belongs to a slightly different world.
Now, I’m just hoping things would stay the same, because, not just me, but everyone of us thinks he’s too ashamed at us for being his friends. We might not be “cool” enough.
Ugh. I hate this topic ‘cause honestly, I really like this friend of ours. And I don’t like the things that are happening now. When the group is all together, we’re close. But if he’s in the other group, it seems that we are aliens and are invisible to him. Like, what are we? It seems that the other group (which he casually spends time with) has “cool” radars that don’t detect us. Hah. Good friend.




